went to PS.
studied half of FOM.
walked down to town.
went heeren 1st.
nothing much.
looked at numflipflops.
HAVAINAS! i want more!
GIVE IT TO ME... PLEASE?!
F&S's down for renovation.
looked around for a bit.
den it's over to cine.
nothing much there.
went zara at taka.
den over to wisma.
forever21, mango, surfbabes, topshop, etc.
so much to shop, so lil money.
waiting for my allowance and pay to come in.
*SMILES.
and... as i was walking into mango,
at approximately 630pm,
tempted to touch(remix) came on the stereos.
and.. YOU messaged.
and den one of your favourite songs played.
dale don dale.
woww. such coincidence.
i must admit it dampened my mood.
i managed to try and keep you out as much as possible.
because i had to focus for tomorrow's exam.
but at this point, i couldn't help it no more.
thoughts just started flying inside my head.
it became so clouded and obscure,
i was just stoned. moodless.
left town,
i became pretty quiet.
thinking of whether to reply or not.
yes. i submitted.
i can't deny. i miss you dearly.
but it's still hurting.
i'm really confused.
i wonder.. am i not enough for you?
can you trust me?
can you respect me and give me space?
i dont know. thoughts just lingered..
new and old..
lord, guide me.
i really don't know what's next.
what should be my next move.
i don't want answers from others.
i want it from you.
may your will be done.
should i be tested once again,
i'll accept.
I drift, I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like the putty in your hands
I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a roller coaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
my heart bleeds for you. if only we can turn the clock back to those happy times. i miss that. i miss you.
