Saturday, September 10, 2005
i hella swear my blog entries have lost its essence.
but anywaes, i think i'm a prettaye sad case..
staying in on a saturday. totally suck.
i'm hella bored and i've seriously nothing to do.
there's no one online for me to talk to.
and besides, i DID step out of the house.
for a useless cause.
i usually have seminars to attend on weekends.
so i went for it just like any other day.
however, i went early this time.
and to my dismay, after 3 whole hours, i did NOTHING.
it was rather annoying? when i couldve spent my time more wisely.
but after all, how much more can i complain?
i've earned myself 50 bucks plus travel allowance.
so yeah. i should really shut up.
really, i'm feeling deprived.
of everything.
the past week didn't go too well.
it was DEAD BORING.
what's more? my hols are coming.
well.. my study break has started.
'xams are in a week's time.
i haven't started. of course.
but im just feeling more alone than anything.
friends.. i may have them by me, but...
i can't pester them all the time.
i have HIM. but.. he's not exactly THERE.
and things have been cropping up so much..
we hardly have time for each other.
furthermore, i've been grumpy and moody.
i seriously don't know what i want anymore.
arghhs. screw it. life's a BITCH.
secrets... is it wrong to keep some?
i don't know... but i know that secrets can become a burden.
eradication of secrets is quite a good idea.
why keep 'em? be TRUTHFUL.
i dunno why but im annoyed sitting here.
my life's been ever changing. RAPIDLY.
uggh. i've been ranting and bitching and going crazy.
i swear luhhs. BREATHE. that's what i've gotta do.
arghs. im lazy to blog on.. will blog some other time.
TERRIBLY ANNOYED..
over? NOTHING. maybe some..
