Friday, September 30, 2005
insomnia.
i'm currently suffering from that.
couldn't get to sleep the whole night.
joce came over to accompany me at 4.
sat by the road and talked cock.
she was just trying to help me keep some stuff out.
before i start thinking and feeling all shitty again.
it was quite a good thing.
talked bout loads of stuff.
especially the times in pri and sec sch.
those times on the school bus,
all the shit we did in sec school.
memories. it was great.
and the carefree times in pri school.
we just wish we could return there.
i miss the times in sec sch.
where everything was mapped out for you.
no such thing as responsibilities and stuff.
unlike now..
you're all alone and independent.
back den, you needn't worry.
school was the place we laugh, cry, sulk, have fun, etc.
memories, they'll remain.
siggh. i'm in so much agony.
anywaes, she left at bout 6+
took a cab back.
she lives near me anyways.
got back up.
text him. thinking he wouldnt reply.
he did. but afterwhich he didnt.
fell asleep thereafter.
BUT... couldnt sleep thru.
kept waking up.
and he never replied.
sigggh.
by bout 1230, i gave up.
i couldnt get back to sleep.
my heart feels squeezed. literally.
it's like i have difficulty breathing.
i hella know something's wrong.
arggghs. fuck it larhs.
PLEASE END THIS SHIT.
