Sunday, October 09, 2005
woke up late as usual.
lazed around, cooked lunch,
showered, changed,
left the house for my seminar.
den over to his place.
nothing much really.
barely a few hours and i left.
he wanted to sleep.
had fun after i left though.
but with some awkward situations.
thanks to SOMEONE.
but anyways, it was fun.
somehow i'm thinking,
i've opportunities out there.
and the feelings are fading somehow.
he's no longer there.
it's as good as we're not together.
looks like it'll be over soon.
there's no connection anymore.
he doesn't bother bout me.
and we no longer even meet PROPERLY,
or hang out or go out and have fun.
we're like... aquaintences.
pause.
that's what i'm gonna do.
i should learn to have my own fun.
i don't know what he wants anymore.
being there for him doesn't seem to be enough.
i should make myself scarce.
ah vells.
that's it for today.
tomorrow'll be better.
i'm smiling.
