Thursday, October 27, 2005
pissed.
i typed a whole chunk.
now it's gone.
i'll try to recap as best as i can.
the emptiness hits me.
i'm starting to miss you dearly.
but i know it won't happen again.
you said it was never meant to be btw us.
and i agreed with you.
it was probably just a passing phase.
nevertheless, i enjoyed the times with you.
and i learnt truckloads from our ups and downs.
bottomline is i miss your company and the fun times.
many a times i was tempted to send you a "i miss you" msg.
but i had to withhold myself.
because i know what we had was long gone.
sadness sets in but i'll be fine.
TODAY.
met amanda and headed to town.
went to look for dale.
den went to a lan shop to get my gems done.
i was so frustrated and pissed.
all the gems i wanted to do were already taken up.
and i was left with shitty ones.
thank god i still got one pretty cool one,
which i didnt mind taking.
but yea. it was just so unfair larhs.
my appointment was so late.
so i got all the lousy ones. =/
anyhows,
after that we had my craved for KFC.
today was simply TOTAL INDULGENCE.
den we went to watch legend of zorro.
i swear that lil boy (zorro's son) was SOOO CUTE!
hahahs. i could pinch his cheeks man.
he had such nice eyes that were to die for.
after the show we walked over to heeren
and i had my sotong head from old chang kee.
hahas. i told you!!! i was on an indulgence spree.
after which we went to coffee bean.
and i had iced tea and CHEESECAKE.
the amount of fat i put into my body is UNIMAGINABLE.
the amount of exercise i need to do to work it all off.
hahahahahas.
EAT 1st TALK LATER. =x
I OUGHT TO BE SHOT.
i've been living on the edge.
rather satisfied with myself.
but getting accustomed to singlehood.
learning not to rush into things.
and taking things within my stride.
i'm simply trying to have my fun.
yeapps! despite the occasional slips.
but i'll get by. yupps! xDD
on the way home i called adam.
hahas. he's just sucha bitch larhs.
it's more or less confirmed we're clubbin on the 31st.
but we're unsure of where.
cos he said there's another party at boat quay.
that we can decide later larhs.
but it looks like i've got myself a dance partner.
*WINKS.
you've got me dazzled.SAILING is MY LIFE.
