Thursday, October 06, 2005
i'm so confused.
3 hrs is a heck of a long time to wait.
I WAITED.you came back fuming mad at me
STILL.and i remained all calm.
and i was so forgiving.
though things improved,
i've no idea how it's gonna work.
things are remaining stagnant.
there's no improvement on your side.
i'm aching crazily.
are you doing anything to ease that pain?
your selfishness is getting to me.
how you don't think for me.
but only for yourself.
and i guess it's true.
sons will always follow in their father's footsteps.
you're immitating him.
footstep for footstep.
you're drifting apart from me.
I DONT KNOW.*PULLS HAIR.
TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
KNOCK SENSE INTO ME.
MY MIND'S RUNNING WILD.
I'M GOING BERSERK.
FUCK THE WORLD. BITCH.
FUCK LOVE.
FUCK EVERYTHING.
SAVE ME FROM THIS BURNING HELL.
i'm filled with angst.
hurt. depression.
love. confusion.
so many emotions.
all mixed in one heart.
i need a remedy.
soothe the pain...
