Wednesday, October 19, 2005
sometimes i wonder why i tried.
when all those times i knew were lies.
for hope that you would change,
i strived on and bore the pain.
in hope i pierced on,
thinking we'll work out.
sadly it went sour,
and it simply had to end.
love is a tricky thing.
it helps you break through barriers,
do things you never thought you could do, or would do.
sometimes it's a good thing.
but sometimes it just isn't.
and that happens when you're blinded.
you do things you shouldn't have done.
been there done that.
the healing phase is tough.
never let yourself crumble,
find alternatives to relieve that pain.
it'll work. i'm sure it will.
for beyond this line lies a big horizon.
one of many hopes and dreams.
of better opportunities.
have faith.
to
you:
i loved you very much.
i gave up a whole lot just for you.
i naively believed you.
i gave you chance after chance.
i forgave you again and again.
on top of that, i had faith in you.
but unfortunately, you've crushed it all.
all the best to you. may you find your happiness.
