Sunday, October 02, 2005
been out with amanda today.
she's a ball of fun.
pokes me laughing.
muahahahahhahas.
but it's good. stops me from thinking.
was towning (it's become my playground again).
den went for my seminar.
sweetie amanda waited for me.
den headed to east coast.
figured there wasn't much left in town.
so we'd just chill out at ecp,
since there's a direct bus there.
was crapping a whole lot,
reminiscing on the old times.
how bitchy we are,
how the ij tradition still runs in our blood.
it was just whacko! fun.
loved the old times.
and... now i'm home.
been thinking a whole lot.
is it all worth it?
the trust is gone.
the love? still there
is it worth continuing?
i'm not sure.
-pulls hair.
i'm quite a wreckage.
but thanks to those who have been there.
they really brighten up my day,
and take my mind off thinking bout YOU.
together = not together. woww.
i shall stop thinking.
and i will make sure i cure this insomnia.
i should move on right?
i think WE should.
it's not working out babe.
we love each other but it's not working out.
we lead very different lives.
we think pretty differently.
and things aren't exactly going smoothly.
why suffer the heart aches?
i don't know la.
I'M NOT GONNA THINK.
pffft. i wanna sleep. nights.
