Friday, November 04, 2005
been too tired lately,
havent the energy to come online.
or rather, i've been out so late,
i'm rarely ever home at night.
in the day, my brothers are using.
so yeaps. here goes.
unforgettable memories...
keep lingering in my mind.
it keeps replaying so much,
i simply can't shut it out.
the image of you's so clear...
it crosses my heart so much,
i know not what to do.
training yest.
i feel so darn unfit.
i was maxed out in 1/2 hr?
if not less...
gawd damnnit.
i felt the strain in my muscles.
i totally maxed it out.
i felt rather demoralised i must say.
i wonder how i'm gonna race on sun.
1) i've kinda lost it.
2) i've lost the stamina i once had.
(which was 2 yrs back la)
i'll be freakin demoralised if i came in last.
sigggh. i don't know.
have till sat night to decide.
though the seniors want me to take part.
right now..
i'm recovering from the aches.
and the fatigue.
i need support.
blargghs.
thinking of it...
i think i suck.
mentally.. i can't endure.
PFFFFT.
enough bout training...
i'm just so blardie unfit.
i needa train!!!!
GROWLS.
GYMGYMGYM.
anyone??? xDD
the night was simply lovely. ;)
