Thursday, November 10, 2005
continuous sneezing,
temperature escalating.
it's not a very nice feeling.
it's TORTURE.
*sniffs.
sandwiched with heartaches,
makes it all unbearable.
i wish you never existed.
really. why bring me this pain?
siggh. if only it didn't turn out this way.
how i wish things could be perfect.
just like everyone else..
i hate to wait.
gets me so freakin' impatient.
makes my mind go bonkas.
and makes my heart beat too fast.
having to wait...
impedes my mental stability.
YES.
that means it's a means of torture.
RARRR. please NEVER do that to me.
of cos. i meant waiting for hours.
please give advance notice,
or at least a kind message,
that you're gonna be late,
or you can't make it,
rather than totally ignore me,
leaving me stranded!
it totally FUCKS ME UP.
PFFFFFT.
i hate being stood up.
seriously. it drives me nuts.
ahhh..
tv has become my past time.
after being STRANDED at home.
and i'm beginning to love the travel&living channel.
scv's channel 16. heh.
and i'm in love with jamie oliver!
wooooot! he's hawt.
and he cooks real well! xDD
and i'm in love with europe.
london specifically.
i think i'm gonna backpack there.
when i've saved up enough.
no one's gonna obstruct me.
i'm making this trip. i so have to.
MY DREAM.
i'm sprouting nonsense.
has to be the almost fried brains.
thanks to the fever and excessive thinking.
yes. i'm growing a lot of white hair.
redudant information. nothing more to share.
i just wish i knew what you were up to. the hot and cold air you blow rythematically. i still don't understand... enlighten me.