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Friday, November 18, 2005

things have not been going smoothly.
been reflecting a fair bit.
but i can't seem to get anywhere.
yes. no conclusions.
i wish there was an escape route.
sadly, there's none.
i've been running however.
haven't been to school.
something deters me from it.
but don't worry. i'll be back.


i seriously don't know what's with me.
i just broke down suddenly.
and i can feel myself crumbling so bad.
what's missing really?
i can't seem to figure.
i've got almost everything.
but why aint i happy?
what is it?
arghhs.
i wish i knew.


so i've gotta get back to school.
please stop me from skipping.
i really have to start attending classes.
i've been a bad kid. i know.
don't hafta remind me. siggh.
i've just gotta get my head worked out.


nothing much to add on.
life's just been monotonous.
not much colour.
haven't been adding much to it.
haven't been training cos i've been sick.
can't wait to get back on the waters come sunday.
gotta start working my ass off.


don't lie.
make me smile.


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