Saturday, November 26, 2005
security, i need.
can't seem to get it.
makes me all jittery and frantic.
disgusted with that feeling.
EU this weekend.
this one ain't as good.
too big a group.
dale's not presenting
(dale = aussie presenter)
not dale = SP sailing president.
hahahas.
so EU's gonna take away my weekend.
and i'm sorry i can't spend time with you.
i'll make it up to you.
oh yeah! had my spss test today.
was like... 10-15 mins late.
thought a cab could save me,
but i was caught in a traffic jam.
what luck. cost me 13bucks to get to sch.
anyhows, i was lucky.
i only lost a total of 12 marks for the paper.
marks lost from not completing the questions.
and it's thanks to my lecturer.
hahas. he was practically telling me what to do.
oops. hahahas. and he corrects you on the spot,
when he notices a mistake you've made.
nice huhh?
you bet!
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trust...
i seriously can't seem to trust people.
reckon it's thanks to the treatment i've received.
my lil heart's been mutilated.
gone were the days i used to trust.
just takes so much of me to trust someone.
i'm sorry. please understand.
arghs.
i really wish i was what i used to be.
someone with staunch principles,
standing firm, trusting and loads more.
i seem to have lost these qualities.
note: "seem".
forget it. i'm talking nonsense.
gotta catch some forty winks.
gotta get up early tmr for EU.
i pray it gets more enjoyable.
it's been rather... dead. =/
but at least the assists... they're fun.
HEH. nights.
your place in my heart is permanent.just promise never to hurt me again.
