Monday, November 14, 2005
Slight hope Dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption--------------------------------
I know it's been hard between usDon't know who you can trustBut girl it's meCuz what we had was more than just lustIt seems that we always quarellin'But that don't mean a damn thingJust as long as we always have an understandingthat's a snippet from a song.
been hooked to it after introduction to it.
but it means a lot to me.
relates really well in fact.
and i wish you meant it.
your actions and words don't coincide.
i know i've said that many times.
but it's just so. it DOESN'T.
it's crushing me so bad.
it hurts like fuck.
you're simply tearing me apart.
i feel so broken.
i'm in itab now.
i feel like throwing eggs at her.
my tutor's just a fucked up old nanny bitch.
nags like a granny,
treats us like babies.
fancy her teaching us something,
we're better at than her.
GROWLS.
i don't like this lesson,
neither do i like her.
blog later.
nothing much going on.
I DON'T LIKE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
IT'S JUST.. DEPRESSING, PAINFUL AND
EXCRUCIATING.
you blow hot and cold.i don't know what to believe.