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Monday, November 14, 2005

Slight hope
Dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

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I know it's been hard between us
Don't know who you can trust
But girl it's me
Cuz what we had was more than just lust
It seems that we always quarellin'
But that don't mean a damn thing
Just as long as we always have an understanding


that's a snippet from a song.
been hooked to it after introduction to it.
but it means a lot to me.
relates really well in fact.
and i wish you meant it.


your actions and words don't coincide.
i know i've said that many times.
but it's just so. it DOESN'T.
it's crushing me so bad.
it hurts like fuck.
you're simply tearing me apart.
i feel so broken.


i'm in itab now.
i feel like throwing eggs at her.
my tutor's just a fucked up old nanny bitch.
nags like a granny,
treats us like babies.
fancy her teaching us something,
we're better at than her.
GROWLS.
i don't like this lesson,
neither do i like her.


blog later.
nothing much going on.
I DON'T LIKE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
IT'S JUST.. DEPRESSING, PAINFUL AND
EXCRUCIATING.


you blow hot and cold.
i don't know what to believe.


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