Saturday, December 31, 2005
woahhh...
five hours of sleeep!
i'm so tired.
supposed to wake up at 830.
but yea. i did.
buttttt... OVERSLEPT.
blarghs.
just finished my shower..
gonna get ready to leave.
meet kris at gardens and..
become ah-mas. hahahas
alrights for now.
it's party time darling.
take care.
*MUACKS.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!
MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED 2006!
love is in the air....
im bored.
VERY bored.
my eyes are droopy...
but im not sleepy.
did i just contradict myself?
whatever...
i just had 4 ferrero rochers.
20 left.. but im not hyper.
weird.
I WANT MY ALMOND GOLD!
baby din allow me to go buy just now.
*sulks. kicked a big fuss.
i know. im so.. petty. hahahas.
a lil girl i am. *nods.
DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL!
BUY ME ALMOND GOLD OK?
x))
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABES!
1 yr 5 months.. and counting.. ;)
I LOVE YOU...
ALL THE WAY TO THE MOOOOOON!
NYE BBQ party at kris' tmr.
CONFIRMED.
gonna go marketing&supermarketing.
just kris and me... in the morning.
i feel so ah-ma-ish. hahas.
yes yes. i know what you're thinking.
so me right? lalala.
got so pissed with my bro just now.
he logged on to my msn..
from my dad's laptop..
and screwed up everything.
uggh. so annoying please.
got so friggin pissed..
anyhows. i'm all chilled now.
i need to get some sleep soon.
or i wun be able to wake up tmr.
my baby's gonna be sleeping in..
he's been working so hard.
sleeping late waking up early.
wun bother him to follow me tmr.
yeaps. let him rest i guess.
I LUB YOU. I DO I DO I DO.
MMMHMMM...
ahhh. i feel so crappy.
hahahas. fell sho small girlish.
sheeesh. whassup with me.
i should shut up and get some sleep.
ROXOR TO BALCONY! ;)
i love you all the way to the moooooooooooon!
Friday, December 30, 2005
loitering around cine...
feeling oh so bored.
simply waiting for ben to finish work.
and den send him home.
i'm just too nice i know.
my bro WAS with me.
he's stuck at level 9's e2max.
fell in love with the place when he saw it.
heh. now i'm all alone..
at the coke lounge.
trying to entertain myself.
hmmm..
went to meet kris just now.
tried booking pits for tmr..
but as expected, it's fully booked.
so we're gonna have it at kris'
that's if we can get at least 5 pple to go.
or else it's not worth it.
hahas. we're planning on mahjong all night.
yeah. we're all HOOKED.
it's HIGHLY ADDICTIVE.
very fun anyhows.
exciting too i must add.
lalala.
BOREDOM. =/
accks.
i'll blog again SOON. x)
*winks.
there goes my baby boy...
my personal favourite
a pretty sweet photo i must say?
a lovely couple? say yes!
posing by his xmas tree
shot number 2!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
ben posing...
yeah. he looks smart.
a photo i've been waiting fo
r.
was it 2am in the morning?
been busy with parties and stuff... been too busy to update. i'm rather tired right now.. and i'm in the process of redoing my blog template. so yeah. pardon me.
just a few updates in pt form.
- xmas eve at uncle ben's.
- midnight mass with the girls.
- stayed over at kris'
- xmas lunch at benni's.
- xmas dinner with family at uncle matt's.
- 26th at stephanie's. EU assists gathering.
- went to visit grandma.
- back to ben's for dinner.
- stayed over till 27th.
- went back home to bathe.
- went to gardens to get vodka.
- went to sherlyn's bdae party.
- played cards and mahjong,
- saw pple go drunk.
- ben got high,sent him home.
- stayed over.
- now i'm here.
that's the outline of events. will go more in depth when i'm more sober and not so lazy x)
GOODNIGHTS.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
i have a little announcement to make.
Benni and I are back together. x)
REJOICE.
pray for us.
merry x'mas everybody!
enjoy yourselves.
immerse in the spirit of christmas.
31st july - may this be the most important date in my life.
if it was meant to be...
Thursday, December 22, 2005
shopping day with bros and cousin.
uncle took us to town..
dropped us at cine..
and passed us a hundred bucks.
yea. he's friggin rich.
hahahahas. we were happy though.
walked over to taka.
well.. more like to wisma.
we just did lots of walking around.
tried lots of perfume.
till we found the right one to buy..
for mummy! x)
ernest bought lots of stuff.
for his friends of cos.
well.. im not sure if one's his gf.
prolly unofficial.
and guess what..
it's my friend's sister.
hahahas. funny..
it's interesting seeing my bros grow up.
and i'm simply enjoying it.
offering advice and stuff.
totally cool! heh.
and the closeness..
undescribeable.
anyhows...
i bought a black tube.
hahahas. IF i'm ever wearing it.
prolly for functions or clubbing..
saw so many things i wanna buy.
but i was on a tight budget. so..
fuck it. =/ accks.
had lots of fun walking around.
and we were snacking quite a bit.
considering the cash my uncle gave us.
and the cash he gave his daughter too.
hahahas. fun fun fun.
den we headed over to bugis for dinner.
at v8 cafe.
gawd.. their fish&chips were good!
hahas. and i had half my grandma's share.
cos she couldn't finish.
well. she's a habit of eating beforehand.
cos yeah. she's ill and needs to take her meals on time.
can't blame her...
but it can be quite wasteful.
left after dinner..
headed over to someone's place.
*winks.
and now i'm back home.
can't wait for xmas!
christ is coming!!!
REJOICE!
there are so many things i wanna get.
siggh. but... i wonder...
will anyone get me a xmas present? =(
ahhh. nevermind.
failure to explain the hurts i've caused. but the conscience constantly haunts. all i can offer is a mere apology, in hope of your acceptance.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
for those of you who are wondering what to get me for xmas.. here's a few pointers. hahahahahas.
SPLURGE...
1. samsung SGH-Z500
2. rollerblades.
3. bicycle.
4. digital camera.
5. air ticket to sydney.
6. ipod 30gb.
7. espirit make up kit.
SCRIMP...
1. bodyshop perfume collection pack.
2.
S&K knitted long sleeve top (purple or beige)3. big spongebob from toys'r'us. x)
4. tops from flesh imp. size "M"
5. rusty handbag (purple)
6. nice leather belts. (black/brown)
7. havaiinas trekking slippers (purple) *HOT. size 39-40
8. roxy beach towel. (don't exactly know why)
9. nice new leather wallet.
10. orangey beaded necklack from forever 21
11. skirts. size 10/28. depending on measurement.
12. silver metallic pouch. (those to put cards and money)
13.
a black tube. but i want more!
14. something that'll make me smile.
15. the heart i kinda lost...
16. the wonderful memories...
17. an important someone...
**there are more on my list. can't think of it now. will update soon. ;)
i reckon it's the thought that really counts. *winks.
still in a fit of moodswings.
been rather grouchy and shit.
but i'm improving..
really.. i am..
so i'm trying to get into the mood.
immerse myself in that christmas atmosphere.
gain that spirit i possessed in past years.
no xmas tree this year.
my house has no glimpse of the xmas mood.
uggh. totally annoying.
looking forward to xmas celebrations.
have yet to go get presents.
yes. i'm a last minute person.
cant wait for midnight mass.
and i've yet to buy my dress..
heh. we all dress up for that mass.
it's totally grand and elegant.
love christmas..
all that carolling and stuff.
AHHHHH! CAN'T WAIT.
oh wells.
life's been boring.
project today at limin's.
sorry i was late.
slept really late.
though it's e-learning week,
a week everyone declares holiday,
it's rather stressful.
so many things to do..
all the datelines to meet. blarghs.
ANNOYING.
i've yet to post more pictures.
keep a look out.
i'm crapping so much.
i should stop.
it has to be thanks to the ROUTER.
died on me.
managed to get it fixed though.
i'm good.
*NODS.
Monday, December 19, 2005
the picture worth dying for.
hahahas. nahhs.
i know of peeps who'd love this.
i'm just bored. so here goes. hahas.
top: adam, brent, ryan(presenters)
bottom: ee shuen, shannon, me.
left to right:
meng han, liwen, jason, me,
jason, natalie and bernard.
too many of us. hahas.
me and the assists basically.
MY LAMBS!! x)
just having fun taking photos.
i'll never forget her.
from zero to hero!
the girl i inspired..
and she's grown to such success!
posing for peirong.
me and lionel.
at the assists gathering.
ee shuen, me and lionel.
posing dead. hahas.
assists going nuts.
the whole group of us!!!
ASSISTS and the presenters.
val and me. laser&byte regatta
angie, me & pert. laser open
pert the merlion.
my bro ernest and me.
our dinner table. xmas party.
these are the pictures from the latest events.
more to come up soon.
these are the few i wished to put up.
i'll put up the photos to the EU on the next post.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
woah...
i've lost the "ton-ing" spirit.
stayed out in town the whole night.
caught chicken little.
but i have no idea what went on.
freakin slept thru the whole movie.
hahahahas.
now you know why i'm always late for sch.
i simply cant get up in the morning.
*YAWNS.
now i hafta go for evening mass.
grrr...
gotta go to mindchamps later.
gotta be at the seminar.
blargghs.
oh yes. while in town,
met amanda and the rest.
hella funny bunch. hahahas.
simply laughed my ass off.
and it sorta cheered me up.
remember.. i've been so moody.
the slightest thing...
triggers the "angry" button.
yeah. i'm THAT moody.
oh yeah.
sailed back the boat to nsrcc.
was rather happy with myself.
speed improving.
boat handling too.
just need to overcome some fear..
and er... improve on speed.
still not fast enough =x
and did i mention?
i'm falling in love.
yeah..
with...
bedok..
CHWEE KUEH! hahahas.
joke of the year. =/
lame shit.
anyhows...
the secrets will soon reveal itself.
*WINKS.
the promises you've made.just make sure you keep it.the love that was meant to be.make sure you live up to it.let there be a world of happiness.
Friday, December 16, 2005
been in a fit of moodswings.
totally unpredictable...
easily irritable and temperamental.
can't explain why...
but it is so..
anyhows,
life's been rather monotonous.
but i'm kinda happy.
satisfaction level not running high,
but it's satisfactory.
i need my dose of intelligence.
i mean. i need those intelligent discussions.
of which includes..
politics, literature and all those stuff.
miss the days back in secondary school.
friends of the same calibre and wavelength.
the stuff we talk about runs along the same line..
i miss them. loads.
oh wells.
i reckon we'll still hafta make do.
i wouldn't mind a reunion though.
anyone up for it? *winks.
oh yeah.
i've caught pride and prejudice.
nice show. love the language.
gotta watch it again.
couldn't catch some parts.
but it was funny x)
romantic too of cos.
simply lovely.
told my dad it was showing.
said he'd go catch it too.
just knew he'd want to.
my dad and i have this thing in common.
we love literature.
and we just love the english language.
actually.. it's thanks to him rather..
that i've developed the love for the language.
ever since i was young,
he'd make sure i spoke proper english.
and he'd correct me whenever i got it wrong.
and it's thanks to him i'd gotten an a1 for eng.
he's moulded me into a cultured person.
one who knows how to appreciate these fine things,
including wine appreciation and many others.
just love my dad for who he is. x)
daddy, I LOVE YOU!
i'll always be your little girl..
i'm bored out at home.
cut sch two days in a row.
i'm getting from bad to worse.
uggh. time to buck up.
what's wrong with me.
i don't know.
i seem to be slipping faster.
instead of holding on to the rope,
i'd rather let myself slip.
i'm nonsensical.
ahhh.. whatever.
i'm feeling aggitated right now.
the weather's just so hot.
annoys the shit outta me.
so many things,
so little time.
xmas is coming.
i've no money.
i hate this.
hold me now..i'm six feet from the edge,and i'm thinking...maybe six feet aint so far down...
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
moody..
having rather bad moodswings.
totally unexplainable.
so i'd advise you not to step on my toes.
i'll prolly snap at you without thought.
yeap. at that very instant.
feelings rather annoyed and irritated.
i'm sorry to those i've snapped at.
but yea.. i'm just VERY moody.
*growls.
arghs.
i should get off this.
this lesson = surf the net time.
yeap. cos i'm always not here..
so i wouldnt have done the previous week's.
*YAWNS.
things have been going on fine..
need to do some catching up with friends though.
feel rather detached. heh.
might be working soon.
THINK i got the job.
won't say where yet.
meeting on wed evening.
i did pretty well for mob.
considering i din really study for it..
and i was late for the paper..
so yeah.
20.5/25.
yeap. i got an A!
my tutor was shocked.
cos i rarely attended her lessons..
yet i got an A.
whereas there was some..
who always attended..
but FAILED.
hahahas.
it's all bout studying. ;)
and when i'm in class,
i DO pay attention.
i LOVE MOB.
MUAHAHAHAHAHS.
update again.
can't think of what to say...
Friday, December 09, 2005
hahaas. that's just a madeup word.
rained in the morning.
woke up all blurry.
but oh what the heck.
started packing.
den dale gave the usual wake up call.
talked a bit and den continued packing.
couldnt find my stuff. so was late.
went to constant wind to get numbers.
had lunch and wilson picked us up.
went down to nsrcc to pick up angie's riggings.
den rushed down to safyc changi.
was late. rushed like mad to rig.
thank god they flew the AP flag.
(that means postponement of race)
as expected of course.
it rained in the morning.
so the winds werent strong.
after i was finally done,
AP flag came down and we launched.
i swear i'm not gonna be late tomorrow.
puts me so out of state.
hate to rush for competitions.
need the mental preparation.
was the last to launch.
had a bad start.
but what the heck.
i din come in last.
so i'm still happy x))
by the way... today was the passage race.
just wanted to go out and have fun.
ended up getting a bit more serious.
hahahas. din want to lose.
still have that competitive vibe in me...
BLEAHS. xP I CANT HELP IT.
LALALALA. I'M GOING CRAZY!!
left in jeremy's pick-up/truck.
it's damn cool!
hahahas. think i shall drive one next time.
no.. i'm not kidding. heh.
went to PS to meet my bro.
we wanted to eat the noodle omelete..
sadly, when it was our turn to order,
they said they were closing.
FUCKED UP BITCH.
uggh. den we went to mos burger.
and it was fuckin crowded too.
so we ended up at bk..
oh yeah. bought the tako pachi balls.
prolly have it for breaky tomorrow.
babes called while at bk.
x) in malaysia.
thought it was enrique at 1st.
hahas. cos it was an overseas call.
talked for quite awhile.
den it's byebye.
sucha darling. *winks.
two more days of racing!!!
gotta rest early.
conserve energy.
next two days will be hard core.
lalalala. wish me luck.
i'm happy,
yet i'm insecure.
what the fuck?
i'm screwed up. heh.
*YAWNS.
I WASN'T LAST! HAHAS.
I"M SO HAPPY.
*JUMPS AROUND.
I FEEL SO KIDDY. =/
WHO CARES. HAHAHAS.
THE REBELLIOUS BLOOD..
STILL RUNS IN ME!!!!
ROCK MUSIC RAWKS MY SOX!
to trust you or not? that's the question.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
is god trying to be nice?
bros bought me sweets.
the sweets i've been craving for,
but kept deciding not to buy.
i just feel empty suddenly.
insecurity's biting me.
i can't be sure.
the lies overpower the actions.
but nevertheless, sneakiness resides.
arghs. i don't know what to believe.
it's totally nerve wrecking.
i feel entwined in problems.
been thinking bout it all.
mainly money issues for now.
it's weighing me down crazy.
pffft. never was in this situation.
i need money management skills.
ugggh. i owe bout 1k.
and i still need to raise 1.5k.
i'm screwed. so screwed.
enough for tonight.
your conscience will haunt.. do the right thing...
cheating? bad?
hahahahas. nahhs.
not when the whole class is doing it.
just completed gems test.
which i din know bout it at all.
how wonderful.
it pays for not attending classes.
HAHA.
at least i have my mcs to cover with
lalalala. i'm sucha bad ass man.
and i know you guys say so too.
don't think i don't know..
someone sent me to sch this morning.
i'm living in satisfaction right now.
can't stop smiling.
oh yeah.
sailing agm last evening.
poor attendance.
siggh. it's really sad..
how we're all trying to revive the club,
but the members just don't care.
siggh. we've gotta do recruitment.
think i'm in charge. hahas.
gotta do publicity too.
and yeah. i'm in that too.
guess i'm almost in everything?
cos like no one else wants to do it.
hahas. it's great we have daryl.
he's like the most on-the-ball.
thank god..
yummy.
chocolate croissont and milk
for breakfast. lalalala.
ok i shall go now.
still in lesson.
I LOVE YOU.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
my head's spinning.
been burning cds for mummy.
life's been great so far.
x) the secrets will reveal itself soon.
or rather, when i feel the time's ripe.
been enjoying myself lately.
other than the little slips i make.
yeahh. into that daze of mine.
don't know how i acquired it.
but anyhows,
i've to go back to sch for an agm.
sailing. yeps.
i know... i ended at 11!!!
and i have to go back to sch.
all the way to the west...
what luck. oh howdy ho.
i still hafta go.
enough rants bout daily shit.
trying to maintain mental stability.
hahahas. emotions wise, think i'm fine.
back to that hard-headed me.
oops. hope it doesnt get hold of me.
hahas. you know how bad it gets.
that spoilt brat side of me.
blargghs.
i'm getting lazy.
when i fine the time and mood,
i'll blog bout the shit in my life.
xDD
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
sorry.
been lazy to update.
lost my voice,
falling sick again.
just feel lethargic.
anyhows,
things are going pretty fine me for me.
just rather dilemmatic.
but it'll tide by.
mmhmm.
you know how it gets..
when at times, everything goes bad?
and sometimes, everything just goes too well?
too well that it causes problems?
i'm in that situation.
arghs.
too lazy to blog.
i'm tired.
and i just want to sleep.
my life's boring.
regatta this weekend.
wish me luck.
waves and winds are gonna kill me.
test today.
went well.
hope i'll score.
bye for now.
nights kids.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
training yesterday.
training today.
and im so exhausted.
aching all over.
bad day at sea today.
winds were overpowering,
and the waves were choppy.
but it was FUN! x)
din realise the sail to changi was fast.
hahas. we still had training out at sea.
yeaps. together with uncle tony's squad.
din do too well today.
i'm darn unfit. danngs.
anyhows, doubt i'll do well for regatta.
but what the heck. i'm already registered.
*yawns.
i'll blog again larhs..
too tired now.
r.
