Thursday, December 08, 2005
is god trying to be nice?
bros bought me sweets.
the sweets i've been craving for,
but kept deciding not to buy.
i just feel empty suddenly.
insecurity's biting me.
i can't be sure.
the lies overpower the actions.
but nevertheless, sneakiness resides.
arghs. i don't know what to believe.
it's totally nerve wrecking.
i feel entwined in problems.
been thinking bout it all.
mainly money issues for now.
it's weighing me down crazy.
pffft. never was in this situation.
i need money management skills.
ugggh. i owe bout 1k.
and i still need to raise 1.5k.
i'm screwed. so screwed.
enough for tonight.
your conscience will haunt.. do the right thing...
