Monday, March 20, 2006
i may not have been making plans in advance, but going with the flow isn't all too bad. again, i've had a great night out. jason took nick and i to seafood at east coast. it was good.. and we had a ball of a time together. talked bout shit loads of stuff and just enjoyed ourselves. x)
i also realised that jason's wife, emelyn has a lot in common with me. it was great talking to her and having the same habits and stuff. hahas. i've found a partner. i must say jason and his wife are cool peeps. easy to get along and stuff... like friends i'd say. ;) great night really.
after that jason sent caleb home. caleb is his son who's bout 2 years old. he is SOOOOO cute. i think i said that a zillion times over dinner. so so so adorable. he's got nice big eyes with a beautiful smile. has a bit of that cheeky look too. he's sucha pretty boy. prolly grow up to be a really handsome young chap with loads of girls drooling over him. he'll have lots of girls to choose from. his mom says he gets away with murder. which is quite true. he's too adorable to commit "murder" hahahas.
den we went to pick faith up from her friend's place. faith is jason's daughter. she's a lovely young girl. really sociable, really sweet and polite. x) she's a lil chubby but she's still sweettt. *muack. he's got lovely kids i swear. oh yeah. faith's 8 yrs old. and she's really into music. she plays the piano and the violin.. and she reads a lot. she's got a future ahead of her. *winks
after sending emelyn and faith back, we went to have a drink round the corner from jason's place. played some pool, talked a bit, had a couple of drinks and just had a wail of a time. den nick and i cabbed back together thereafter. i was getting moody again. so yeaps. pardon my nonsense.
i realised something about myself. it's so hard to express how i'm feeling nowadays? it's weird really.. because i used to do it so well. i'd easily tell my girlfriends how i was feeling and all the shit stuff going through my head. but these days, it's so difficult. i can't even put into words how i'm feeling... is it because i don't exactly KNOW how i'm feeling because of the mixture of emotions? my mind is quite at unrest. uncertainty reigns. what am i to do? i've absolutely no idea. i'm just playing by ear currently. siggh.
anyways, it was a good night last night.. and i've had my beauty sleep. gonna get ready to meet nisa and feez. after that i've a class chalet to attend. x) oh wells. byebye for now. have fun everyone.
