Thursday, March 16, 2006
it's about time i changed the layout. it was getting a little too dry and plain for my liking. if you realised, i like vibrance. colours spur me on. i'm one of wild and peculiar character. anything that spells boredom should be rid off my system.
anyways, i just set foot on another path in life. i'm taking a risk this time round. unaware of what the circumstances will be, i'm willing to charge forth. please help me along the way. i've been a moody bitch of late and i really would want to get rid of that stinking habit. i need to buzz out of that attitude of mine. i've gotta start speaking up like before. not afraid of anything and just speaking my mind. i've stopped that for a bit. and it's just so not me. i may be a bitch, but i'm actually not that moody. i'm just that sarcastic bitch that'll never stop arguing with you. never will shun away from reality and will never get upset with what you say, because i'll make sure i get the last say.
and so i realised what i've become. and that's probably a good thing because now i know what i have to work on to improve myself. i've changed tremendously ever since. and now it's time to return to what i really am. away from this strange would that i obviously do not belong to.
HOLS HOLS HOLS. most of it is spent at mindchamps if not home.. i haven't exactly been out. yeaps, i've isolated myself. no one else to blame for my BOREDOM really. i haven't contacted many people. but i'm gonna start doing so. just realised i needed that past week to myself, thinking of my life and deciding what my life should be. and now it's turn to emerge again! x) for a start, i'm gonna go clubbin tonight. ROMP@ZOUK ;) parties... here i come. gonna start hanging out with my buddies soon. the babes i usually hang out with.. and some other bitches. hahas.
i might start working at mindchamps full time soon. but that's not gonna stop me from hanging out with you babes. especially jillian, jean, nisa and the list goes on. i really miss my bestfriend jean. where have you gone babe? sorry i havent been contacting you of late. been in a crisis. now i'm surfacing a gain. alrights. enough of that crappin'.
a new start! *breathes in some fresh air* i'm all ready! bring it on!
sentosa? anyone?
