Wednesday, April 26, 2006
after having satisfied my hunger, i shall now satisfy my readers...
actually.. i'm just blogging before stephy pulls my hair out. muahahahahas. and soo... i complain shih han(rabbit) doesn't update her blog... and how ironic is it? i don't update mine that much either.. hahas. but anyways, i do update more "regularly" than my darling rabbit.
ANYHOWS...
i had physical training today. we ended up playing badminton instead cos i had the urge to play it so we booked the court. so we started playing and really got into it. just slightly into the game, daryl and i had this mutual thought. teck wee and si chao work very well together. and it was only then that i rememebered that how we play games is how we play life. so after a couple more rounds, i got them to take our my place while i observed them. a game that had no motives turned out to be a fruitful session. gathered several traits about each of them. i even got them to swap partners to see their group dynamics and realised that teck wee and si chao indeed had the BEST dynamics. *applaudes.
discovered a lot about them. singled them out individually to speak to them and motivate them. and it worked. x) in different styles of cos. at bout 2.50pm we stopped playing... and adjourned to the room to wait for a girl who's coming to collect the application forms for the FO camp and for debrief. When i was done with that girl, teng lui had already left. so i could only debrief the other three. a great session of badminton indeed. will organise more of such games to analyse their performance. ;) spectacular idea indeed.
and soo... i decided to go home early today. and imagine. we were done at about 4pm. that was like the earliest i was leaving school. so yeah. i'm glad... need more time to myself.. gotta catch up on school work as well. and ultimately, i need REST. was supposed to go see alicia zee but i told daryl not today. hahahas. i'm like too tired and i don't wish to see her YET.
was so tired i kept sleeping in the train. hahas.thankfully i didnt miss my stop. woke up just in time for my stop. hahahas. how lucky ehh? and amazingly, i have a tendancy fall asleep after leaving the stop before the stop i'm supposed to get off. so you can imagine... i have to remember to wake up. phew. yes. how fortunate of me.
i bought CHOCOLATES again. shit. seriously, i've been binging. i don't know why... my appetite has increased truck loads. and i'm gaining so much weight! i just can't stop eating. FUCK. i'm FATFATFAT!!! i need loads of exercise. someone motivate me. =( probably because of what's happening, that this is happening to me unconsciously. SIGGGGH. ARGHS. i need to cure this SICKNESS of mine. binging is BADBADBAD! *POUTS.
i realise time flies so quickly when you're busybusybusy. i kept thinking today's tuesday. when it's already wednesday. and it kinda reminded me that EU is approaching real quickly. how wonderful huhh? ;) amazing. time never flew THAT quickly. occasionally it did... but this time.. it's especially fast. i love this busy schedule.. though it drains me real quickly, but it's fruitful, accomplishing and satisfying. xDD
ok. time to hit the books and the bed. will turn in real early today to catch up on all the sleep i've lost. need loads of energy to carry out the many responsibilities i have currently. not complaining YET. hahas. ;) i probably will in time to come. but i will try to take everything in my stride and plan my time more carefully.
