Tuesday, May 30, 2006
been sitting around and thinking... i need to change. seriously. i've been skipping classes so much that i think the amount of presence in school equates to another's absence. sheeesh. that's how notorious i've been of late. merely because i find no motivation and interest in attending classes, doing my work or simply, studying.
frankly, there seems to be no joy in class. loner would be the word to describe me in school.. the only thing that's keeping me in school is my sailing team. of one i'm very proud of and proud to belong to. sigh. there's a lot of work for me to do. i need to do something about it. and when i finally "wake up"... i just feel so stressed up. why? cos of all the work that has been piling up ever since i've started neglecting it.
to cut things short, i need to seek my source of motivation again. i need to find that PURPOSE once again. urrgh. it annoys me really... don't really wanna think about it.
i really wanna thank a special someone who has been there for me all these while. whenever i was down, he was there to comfort me... whenever i felt like giving up, he was there to motivate me and cheer me on... whenever i needed a listening ear, he never failed to lend me one. whenever i needed advice, he was there to give it to me.. without him, right now i may be nothing. i may have crashed so hard i may never be able to pick myself up again. he's none other than jun khee. and if you're wondering if there's something going on between the both of us, for us to know, for you to find out. *winks.
and now..... the long awaited invitation...... to the annual birthday party of.... MARY ANN LEE! hahahas. yes. i know some of you have been asking me if my party is still on.. and i'm glad to hear that some of you actually look forward to my birthday parties. you made my day.. hahas. here are the details anyways.
date: 14th june 2006 (wednesday)
time: 8pm
venue: 2 serangoon terrace (off serangoon ave 1) MY HOUSE LAH.
remarks: DANCE PARTY!
(lots of booze, pizza and dance)
music for the night: come and find out for yourselves.
yeaps. =) it's FINALLY and one again, on my birthday ITSELF. hahas. unlike last year. but i assure you a blast... a bigger and fun-ner party this year...
to my babes, jill&jean, of cos you're needed to help out.... and pleasepleaseplease don't let me down this year... 2 years in a row my bestest of best friends were not around to celebrate it with me... saddening it was...
daryl quah: it's sad you can't attend my party this year kor. but anyways, happy serving ns. and yeaps. i'll definitely remember you. ;)
shall stop here for now... ;)
