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Thursday, July 20, 2006

i just can't take it anymore.
i've told you more than once...
but have you ever really listened?!
cos you just keep repeating the same mistakes!!!!


why can't you just SPEAK YOUR MIND?
and why can't you make your OWN DECISIONS?!
it's so bloody annoying to hear a "dunno" & "up to you"
and always having to decide.


why can't you just TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT?
why do you have to keep me guessing?
it's not fun to leave a person guessing.
you know how suspense can get to a person.


why can't you TAKE YOUR GF'S SIDE?
and make her feel better when she's irritated/annoyed/angry?
don't you wanna make her feel better & happier?
can't you say something to comfort her?
instead of remain silent and just leave her talking,
without comforting/consoling her?
arghhhs.



you complain i don't talk to you.
but when i talk to you.. what do i get?
irratated and annoyed. WHY?
cos instead of helping me feel better,
you make me feel worse!
you lecture me instead of comforting me!!!
ARGHHHHS.


it's been accumulating and i can't take it anymore.
it's not that i haven't told you before.
i've told you so many times!
but it's still the same. you won't change!


when i tell you to stop doing something,
you just go against me and keep doing it.
initially it's fun... but too much is just damn IRRITATING.
do you understand english? STOP.
haven't you heard the saying?
everything should be done in moderation.. too much is NO GOOD.
it applies here as well...


and when we quarrel and i start ignoring you,
must you tell the whole world about it?
worse off... telling my brothers and mother...
like what the hell?
you want the whole world to know about our quarrel is it?
have you thought about what they'll do?
you wanna make me a laughing stock is it?
you wanna get back at me is it?
FINE LAH.



arghs. fuck it man. i'm gonna stop here. thinking about it makes my blood boil even more.


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