Monday, July 24, 2006
i feel scared. literally. of everything.
i've reached rot bottom i think.
i can't seem to pick myself up.
i just want to say sorry.
sorry to everyone.
i'm lost.
i don't wanna seek sympathy.
but i can't help it anymore.
i really don't know what to do.
i feel so EMPTY, so LOST, so CONFUSED.
please help me.
i've lost the will power...
i've lost the motivation...
the soul is willing but the flesh is VERY WEAK.
HELPPP! =(
i've never felt so helpless before.
i've never reached this state before.
but it has happened, i can't deny.
i really don't know what to do anymore.
i need you. all of you.
