Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i so cannot concentrate!!
i'm soooo DISTRACTED..
and i totally have NO MOOD
to study! uggh.
what's happened to me? blarghs.
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
i hate failing exams.
because i know i can ace them.
but why the hell am i letting myself fail?
danngs. what the hell is wrong with me man?
*smacks my head.
I NEED TO WAKE UP!
PINCH ME, KICK ME, SLAP ME!
ROARRR.
alrighties. enough of shit.
i've realised something.
i think i expect too much from people sometimes.
just because i can do it doesn't mean the rest can.
or rather, at the pace i do it, some others just can't.
simply for the fact that our schedules and priorities are different.
i reckon i have to understand that fact..
and stop expecting so much out of others.
BECAUSE...
it only leads to utter disappointment.
and i will only feel frustrated and agitated.
why do i wanna let myself feel so miserable?
that leaves me clueless.
and THUS, i've decided.
i won't expect much from people....
but i can expect MORE from myself. =)
because i know i can do it.
and i'm not gonna let the external environment affect me.
(too much business studies - econs + ssm)
ok. back to the books. bye!
