Friday, August 11, 2006
where are we headed?
why is this happening?
can religion separate a loving couple?
why does things like that happen?
i've seen it happen...
must it happen to me?
ordeals i've been through...
why must this be another?
i thought i've been through enough.
is this another turmoil?
another trial/test?
WHY? haven't i suffered enough?
why must you put me to the test again?
lord, you knew i'd give up anything for you.
but must you put my happiness to the test?
i've finally found someone i could be happy with.
why do you have to make me resort to sadness?
is this all part of your plan?
you're breaking me.
you're hurting me...
have i been overly sinful?
i need answers.
tell me....
answer me....
*cries.
i'm so stressed out right now.
tests, exams, school, reports, projects...
datelines, proposals, activities.
i wanna hide... go into hiatus.
i don't wanna face all these.
i'm so spammed with shit.
arghs. fuckkkk!
with a heavy heart,
a lost mind,
a throbbing headache and
swollen eyes,
i turn away in hope of answers.
i wait and wait...
to no avail.
is this the meaning of life?
a period of trials and tribulations?
to see who can withstand the longest?
the stronger you are,
the heavier tasks are bestowed upon you.
the responsibilities and duties grow...
so immense some just break down.
is this the meaning of life?
someone... enlighten me.
i need a break. badly. answers please...
