Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i'm so disappointed in you. you actually fooled me and took my emotions on a ride. you seriously didn't know how much i was panicking and worried about you. i simply didn't know what to do. only to realise that whatever you said and did was just an act. it just left me feeling so cheated alright.
sigh. i shan't go on. it just makes me more... irritated, annoyed, cheated and disappointed in you. i never expected you to do that me. i also never expected to feel that way again ever since i left my ex but you proved me wrong. it can happen again and anyone, even the person you love the most can make you feel the exact same way. siggh.
little did i expect that till now you still can't seem to cheer me up when i'm all down.. sad and disappointed... i can't believe that i actually tried to hard to cheer you up and make you happy... but you ended the day on such a shitty note. made me feel like crap. like all my efforts were wasted. somehow kindness doesn't beget kindness. it begets SHIT.
arghs. i said i wouldn't go on but i just can't help it. it's boiling... it's saddening.. it's disturbing!
=(
i'm just so irritated and grumpy today. cheer me up. spice up my day.
xoxo, time to go...
