Wednesday, March 28, 2007
what's wrong with my temper again?
i think i'm really moodswinging.
and my fuse blows pretty quickly.
MAYBE it's that BIG ZIT on my face.
wham bam slam! get off.
pssssssssssst.
anyhows,
it just doesn't feel the same anymore.
everything's so different.
there seems to be a psychological gap.
communication wires probably disconnected.
argghs. FIX IT FOR ME.
it gets torturous.
your patience get tested.
your tolerance is maxed out.
what should i do?
tell me why i can't seem to give in...
why is it i always want things my way...
why is it i can't accept waiting?
why is it i can't accept DISTANCE.
give me some answers PLEASE.
=/
i love you..
and i wanna love you more..
but how?
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
arghs. PMS i think.
but it's way over.
NEVERMIND.
sorry for the tantrums.
you know i love you very much.
it simply frustrated me.
give me more attention.
i appear strong.
but i do need it sometimes.
maybe more than just sometimes.
xinni's turning 18 soon!
woohoo! clubbin' ah? hahas.
you're gonna be legal.
surprise surprise awaits. *winks.
goodnights.
i need rest. *yawns.
not a very good day.
a night of silence...
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
OMG. I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!
YES!YES!YES!
i've lived up to my family's reputation -
passing our driving test in one try!
HURRAY!
my family's gonna go out for a celebration later.
but my mean daddy isn't gonna let me drive. =(
*POUTS.
i'm sure he will one day! tsk.
baby's coming along too!
heh. he's like so happy for me.
i love him to bits! *smuacks.
it's our 10th month together today.
hehe.
friday!
ktv time. hahas.
doesn't sound like me but what the heck.
they do play ENGLISH songs i'm sure.
just gonna go have fun with friends la.
xinni! don't play me out ah.
lalala. i'm so happy.
i took half day off today.
hahahas. so it's like. phewf!
i'm lovin' it.
dad's banning me from sailing..
until i go to church.
so i hafta go to church on sunday morning..
before i go for training. danngs.
nvm. kian tat's gonna cover trainings.
lalala.
i can't wait for my photocard licence to come.
my instructor is damn good lah.
babes, his bro and me all passed in one go!
anyone wants a GOOD driving instructor?
I HAVE HIS NAME CARD AND CONTACT. NO.!!
CONFIRM PASS!!! unless you're just shitty on your own.
BLEAHS...
i'm sooooooooooooo HAPPY!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
omfg. the whole chunk i typed was lost.
anyways.
i'm exhausted.
now i know what it feels like when you work.
you just don't feel like going out after work.
it's no-lifer.
i've morphed into one.
fwahahahs.
but with all my added activities after work,
you can't blame me.
training camp's coming up.
sweet and sour feelings =/
but i'm pretty sure it'll still be great.
yeah. it will be...
did OT again today.
another preview.
had a chance to talk to valerie.
she goes to the same church as me.
heh. small world eh.
she's already migrated to aussie.
but her son, who so happens to be the same age as me,
is back here to do his NS.
apparantly he's a pilot in the airforce,
like father like son.
moove media is a whacky place.
believe it or not,
i kinda like working there.
kinda getting the hang of it.
fyi, it's a female working environment.
explains why bitching, gossiping and indecisiveness lingers.
mrs kwek is someone i really admire.
in fact, i aspire to be like her...
val and mrs kwek have both migrated to the place down under.
and i so envy their children.
i so love that place.
how i wished my dad moved there when i was still 8.
uggh. now i'll have to find a way myself.
nevermind, i can carve this future out for myself.
anyways, back to valerie and mrs kwek.
they are two power women..
and i see myself in them
probably why i admire then and aspire to be like them.
there are so many things i have learnt,
and am still learning from them.
and what valerie said this evening brightened up my day.
not to boast but it made me really happy.
what she said corresponded to what my dad said before.
i doubted him. but she confirmed it.
i may suck as a student.
not because i lack the brains but the interest.
when i put in my heart and soul into something i am interested in,
or something that i'm committed to,
i soar like the eagles,
even though i'm lazy...
i can put in the extra effort to achieve it.
:)
I WANNA TRAVEL!
to..
LONDON,
PARIS,
FLORIDA,
SAN FRANCISCO,
LOS ANGELES,
LAS VEGAS,
NEW YORK,
SYDNEY,
MELBOURNE,
PERTH,
BANGKOK,
SEOUL,
SHANGHAI,
TAIWAN,
HONGKONG
& MANY MORE!
take me places i wanna go!
Thursday, March 08, 2007
what a test of my patience.
firstly, it's superiors.
they seriously test your patience.
and that fatty can go and die.
just take charge of your HR and FINANCE.
you have no relevance to what we're doing.
so get outta sight.
with your fat lard around,
we cant work cos your foul mouth stinks.
and it just obstructs our way.
grrr...
and the morale of the story,
ask if you're not sure.
cos at the end of the day,
you'll get the shits.
learnt a lot today man.
and it was totally mind draining.
downed two cans of red bull.
hahahs. i appeared so energetic.
but im mentally exhausted.
IT SHOW!
i can't wait.
extra income.
yayy!
THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!
driving again on sat morning.
omg. i'm gonna be so shag at work on monday.
MONDAY BLUES. fwahaha.
wish me luck for my TP.
first day in the circuit was quite fun.
hahahs.
besides making a fool of myself,
it was quite fruitful i think. HAHA.
goodnights.
i'm beat.
Monday, March 05, 2007
my com's finally fixed!
it's been a ballooney long long long time!
and guess what?
it's just the power supply that failed.
so just had to change the adaptor.
and im rollling! weeee!
UPDATES UPDATES!
first and foremost!
baby's 24th SURPRISE birthday party.
slip ups occured...
but on the whole, it was fantabulous.
it was tiring i must admit.
but the result was worth the fatigue.
spent a lot a lot a lot.
it's in the hundreds. but he deserves it lah.
mmhmm. i love him a lot! hahas.
i have to thank my parents too.
for helping with the party,
mom for cooking, dad for coming back early...
and everyone else that made it for the party.
ESPECIALLY babe's secondary sch mates.
im sure he was over the moon.
he said he almost cried.
especially when we made him make a speech.
he said nothing much cos he was trying to hold back his tears.
awww... *huggies.
training camp is coming up.
i'm looking forward to it! yayy!
hmmm...
i'm also very impressed with my sailors.
actually, not so much impressed..
but SATISFIED.
all of them's been improving heaps.
and i owe that to their commitment and hard work.
c0ngrats guys! you've proved me right.
that you guys can do it!
it show coming up!
gonna work again!
MONEY MONEY MONEY!
went for the briefing just now.
VERY LATE.
cos i was caught up at sim lim's.
met corey, she spoke to me about it.
then i walked to starbucks opp. mandarin hotel..
and met eilen! met her friends too!
hahas. funny bunch.
cant wait for work again.
she's my buddddy!
oh. she's not straight. and she's so cute!
=x whoops. nahhs im perfectly STRAIGHT.
oh yesss..
just last night.
babes and i were talkng about daryl.
and i was just thinking bout my kor.
and guess what? HE CALLED.
HE CALLED ME!!!
i was wondering who the hell called me..
and then i was like thinking. what if it was DARYL?
cos i was just thinking about him.
and IT WAS HIM.
omg omg omg...
THE LAW OF ATTRACTION.
it so so so hella EXISTS!
kor called me from a warship in malaysia.
heh. he's in the navy now.
i so miss him.
kor! come back and date me out! i miss you!!
alrights. i can't think of what else to say.
i'm rather tired and quite sick?
though i met mom after meeting eilen,
and bought HEAPS of clothing..
7 pieces for ONLY $86
YAYYY! more clothes to wear.
i feel deprived. =/ *DANGS.
alrighties. i really should get going.
though i must really admit,
i'm glued to my com.
i miss it so much.
*MUAHMUAHMUAH!
nights.
