Thursday, April 19, 2007
yes. i am depressed.
i can't help but think of it.
when im out,
i still think..
and i just feel like going home.
when im home,
i just feel darn emo.
and i just break down.
why did it turn out like that?
why do people bicker?
all those smelly mouths.
they don't just stink, they cause harm.
sigh.
thanks jon.
you were there for me.
you offered advice...
and you kinda psyched me out.
it's all about me fending for myself now.
no one can help me..
but it's just so difficult.
especially when it's haunting.
this and many other things married together.
it just kills the spirit in me,
drowns my soul,
and takes my breath away.
i feel so lifeless.
i feel like running away.
i so need a break.
but things just keep streaming in.
and im so suffocating.
take me to a faraway place.
give me a breather please.
stop giving me such a hard time.
im a girl after all.
i may be strong but not that strong.
i still have a heart (a rather weak one)
and i do sucuumb to crying.
arghs.
fuck this world and all its miseries.
