Thursday, May 31, 2007
ulcers.
sore muscles.
a tyre around my belly.
hmmm...
they spell unhealthy.
i need some exercise.
i feel so lazy.
gosh.
but anyhows,
i've been happy!
hahahas.
cousin's in town.
been hanging out with her.
going crazy, having fun.
baby met her too! heh.
we all had fun together.
i'm tired now.
won't blog the details.
but i'm sooo happy!
cos i've got the RED ipod nano!
YAYYY!
thanks val. i love you for it.
oh yea. and tony too thanks!
my two cousins got it for my birthday...
knowing that i wanted it badly..
and i cant get the red one in singapore
heh. love you guys
MUACK.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
omg. i just finished my industry analysis for BD!
KILLER.
but i'm glad it's done.
phew. one more load off my shoulder.
jase's helping me edit!
hahahas. i swear my english stinks.
it's deteriorated heaps!
need to start reading more.
anyhows,
went swimming in the evening with babes.
it was embarrassing? hahas.
but it was alright. :)
enjoyed myself la.
baby's complaining!!!
that i've got eye bags.
ok i'll try sleeping earlier k?
;) bleahhs.
yayy! mel's coming over tmr!
that means cheesecake session!
hahas.
and i'm cooking dinner.
daddy may be home for dinner.
*winkwinks
he came into my room just now.
asked me to cook the expensive beef.
weeet! we're feasting tmr.
your fate for dinner lies in my HANDS.
muahahahas.
a mini drinking for the ladies tmr.
but still not sure if xinni's coming over.
it may end up with me and mel.
but that's fine.
probably some cocktails/wine? heh.
BABE! MY DAD'S GONNA BE HOME!
THAT MEANS WINE = CONFIRMED/CHOPPED!
yayy!
me love.
baby may come over!
i love that boy.
heh. he's my piggg! <3
ok. cheerios for the night.
i'm tired.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
yayy! my silly boy's back.
heh. i was so happy when he called me.
i was still on the way to the airport.
but oh wells.
he reached safely luhh.
waited quite awhile for him to come out.
i so swear...
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
:) spent the night with him.
he sent me home at bout 2.
and he went off to his gramps.
and then we arranged to meet for tunch.
BAK CHOK MEE!
at serangoon central.
i called him after i showered.
and was telling him where to meet me and all.
HAHAS.
and guess what?
i turned arount to look who was coming into my room.
and there stood the silly boy.
awww.... so sweet luh.
he wanted to surprise me.
i love that boy. :D
had our BCM,
then came back.
watched a movie.
hung out a bit and he went home.
then i just lazed around..
watched tv with me mom.
and here i am.
simple sunday...
which i hardly get.
but i'm not complaining.
baby's seeing a doc now.
he's having a nasty headache.
oh wells, don't blame you.
you need the rest after a not-so-relaxing holiday.
hahas. all that walking and shopping.
you deserve a good rest!
babes, I LOVE YOU.
very very much. *smuacks. <3
Friday, May 18, 2007
yes! gbe forum presentation is over.
one load off my shoulder.
there's still the report though.
kris called me yesterday while i was in hougang.
and she was outside my house la.
sorry babe couldnt be there to entertain you.
i miss you too!
i baked strawberry muffins!
hahahas. :)
now in bizit library.
printing gems notes for grace.
im so nice luhh.
skipping my lunch just to do this.
tsk!
lalala.
blog again tonight.
gonna go daryl's chalet for a bit.
then go over to jk's to pass the muffins to his mom.
happy birthday aunty!
though something sad happened =/
jk's grand uncle passed away.
may you rest in peace.
that's it for now.
cheerios.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
the silly boy's away.
and i miss him like crazy.
i miss his hugs.
his assurance especially.
i just feel so motivated around him.
anyways,
school's a drag.
nothing different.
was at alex's place yesterday.
yeah. his family's cool.
kinda like mine if not better. :)
enjoyed myself though alex wasn't around.
just talking to his mom, jean and his ah ma.
oh. and his dad too. hahas.
interesting family lah.
and EJ looks so much like alex.
just the bigger version.
macam PHOTOCOPY!
and then left alex's in a hurry.
cos jean's mom came to pick her up.
i fell down la! hahas.
but it was nothing much la.
thank god i din sprain my ankle.
cabbed back.
and ahh... home sweet home.
im in the bizit library now.
dangs. STRESS.
so much work to do.
so little time. =/
oh oh. just now during gems..
was just looking thru recruit.
hahahas. so many jobs.
i went crazy looking at them lahh.
was helping that silly piggy find a job.
while we were having an ICA la.
wah laos. im damn pro. HAHAHA.
ok im going crazy.
shall stop now.
ciaos.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i guess in a certain juncture in life,
we face insecurities..
particularly in teenhood.
i think im facing it now.
like.. i think i'm FAT.
i so need to lose weight.
i don't feel attractive.
and i just feel terrible.
like i've the worst attitude & character.
i don't feel like the smartest.
i don't feel like i'm a good student.
(well duh. i suck as a student)
i dont know really.
but anyhows,
i really lead a simple, happy life.
and of cos, chase my dreams.
cos that will bring about the happiness part.
i'm supposedly a rather confident person.
i do not lack self esteem.
but i'm not too sure now.
maybe because of things that happened.
i'm just so not sure of myself.
i don't know where i'm headed..
and probably, i don't know how to make things right.
i feel useless sometimes truthfully.
accks.
i hate this feeling.
it's so not me.
MARY ANN! WAKE UP!
where have you gone to?
I LOVE MYSELF.
YES I DO.
I HAVE TO.
I MUST.
Monday, May 14, 2007
didnt have dinner last night.
so yea, went to have dinner just now.
turf city!
OMG.
the seafood was OH SO GOOD.
and frigging cheap too.
we had a friggin HUGE CANADIAN CRAB
a damn expensive GEODUCK CLAM
an explosive GAROUPA
and some veggie.
result of it, PERFECT.
grandma loved it.
and we all enjoyed ourselves.
i think my grandma was extemely happy.
i mean, I DROVE HER HOME LA.
hahahahas.
as usual, my mom's heart was in her mouth
achievement for the day:
I PARKED THE CAR PROPERLY IN THE DRIVEWAY
mind you, those of you who HAVENT been to my house.
my gate to the driveway is SLANTED...
making it damn difficult to park.
i did it PERFECTLY
woot.
i'm at the silly boy's place.
and he's dozing off la.
he's going to bangkok tmr.
so happy lah.
pang seh me...
im gonna miss him.
LALALA.
im just taking life easy.
cant wait for the 25th of may. :)
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Chinese Names - Annie Wan (Anyone)
Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan? (anyone)
Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller: No, I want to speak to Annie Wan!
Operator: You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Caller: I'm Sam Wan (someone) And I need to talk to Annie Wan! It's urgent.
Operator: I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Caller: Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother Noel Wan (no one) was involved in an accident. Noel Wan got injured and now Noel Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan is on his way to the hospital.
Operator: Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Caller: You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator: I'm Saw Lee. (sorry)
Caller: Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
i miss that place.
i just got back from there.
was with nisa...
the good ol' times.
i miss them.
just slacking at parkway,
starbucks, macs, pool.
oh...
before nis came,
i walked around parkway.
bought some hair accessories..
then then bought toilettries at watsons.
I SPENT $54 there.
well that's cos i bought bulk. :)
and then bought a book at mph..
cos i thought i'd wait at starbucks and read.
but i just sat outside mph...
read a lil..
and then headed to macs to wait for nis.
(i din wanna waste money)
cos i knew we'd go there after dinner.
got a place at macs and waited 5mins?
until that lil bitch came.
hahas. had dinner, chat a lil.
and YES, over to starbucks.
wanted to call haqeem down..
cos i din see him there.
BUT i lost him number, and so did nis.
however, nis managed to ask one of the staff there.
oh he works at parkway's starbucks.
and guess what? we got his no.
silly nis thought she got the number mixed up.
so she tried calling the other number,
while i called one.
I GOT THE RIGHT ONE.
even though he din answer.
he called back.
asked him if he wanted to come down.
but it was a bit late.
so yeah. he didnt.
and that good boy wanted to do his hw.
OMG. he's in DNS in SP!
hahahahas. i saw him during CCA drive.
HEH.
after which,
nis and i went over to play POOL!
we were just playing for sake
of rekindling the good ol' feeling...
played like 3 rounds?
and we couldn't play for nuts.
i was far worse than her though...
and then we left.
nis,
remember the times we didnt care about time?
it's like how late are we leaving?
now it's WE WANT TO GO HOME.
that's how we've changed man.
I MISS PARKWAY.
I MISS THE EAST!
I WANNA LIVE IN THE EAST!
heh.
the episode that just started 3 weeks ago...
had taught me several things.
looking around me,
i feel so appreciative.
seriously, i'm frigging FORTUNATE.
my family.
i've the most jovial family around.
one that cracks joke at the WEIRDEST times.
tolerates all kinds of nonsense.
we talk like we're friends,
and we hang out LIKE friends.
my parents are really lenient,
and will NEVER stop me from staying out late.
basically, they never restrict me from what i want to do.
EXCEPT,
during my sec sch days,
when i did poorly for exams, (that means Cs)
and it was the exam period.
even then, my curfew was 12am. HA.
my mom,
she's a beauty.
she's so warm, loving and understanding.
i just love her to bits.
she's like my best friend.
she's always there when i need her,
and she does the sweetest things for me.
my dad,
he's always the advisor.
he will never stop me from doing things...
but he will give me his piece of advice.
whether or not i heed it,
it's all up to me.
thanks for making me independent.
and thanks for the indefinite trust.
my bros,
rascals as ever,
but i know they love me in their own way..
they'd keep me company when i'm down..
and they'll bother to find out what's wrong.
we hang out together sometimes,
and poke fun at each other.
ahhh... what would life be without them
ultimate boredom i assume.
my friends,
my TRUE friends...
i may neglect them,
but they never ever complain.
they'll always be there for me.
thanks guys.
you've made me realise i'm so LUCKY.
i shall stop here.
gotta go for tutorial discussion.
but really,
i think im darn L-U-C-K-Y.
weeeeeeeee.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
jean! you were right.
mom, you too.
when it's time to let go,
just do so...
for when it's yours,
it will return to you.
if not, god will find means to make you happy.
when god puts you to the test,
he will take you thru it.
he will never leave you in the lurch.
thanks everyone..
who have been there for me.
during this trying period of mine.
it was hella tough.
but i've emerge a stronger person.
i'm still learning...
but i'll strive.
and i'll put in the effort.
thanks.
i've learnt to be thankful.
to be satisfied.
to accomodate...
put others before self.
think how others feel...
this was a good thing.
a blessing in disguise indeed.
because...
i've learnt so many lessons.
and i'm glad they happened now than later.
at least i wouldn't suffer more in future.
YAYY!
*jumps high!
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
a much contemplated outing.
to go or not to go?
and when decided,
the anticipation could kill.
would it be awkward?
how would it feel?
but the result of it?
awesome.
one that remains deep in the heart.
so simple an outing,
but it was terribly enjoyable.
it was all worth it.
thank you.
i had a great time.
and i was smiling most of the times.
spiderman was good.
i don't know why others said it wasn't.
i loved it.
every moment of it.
so meaningful...
im a happy girl tonight.
thanks, once again.
you made my day,
yet again.
it's sad that things have to end this way.
it was lovely before.
but i guess it's fate things had to end.
no doubt it is difficult to face it,
but that's probably our test in life.
an obstacle we have to deal with.
fate probably brought this upon us.
however, looking back..
though it was just a year,
it was a splendid year.
and i thank god for it.
he brought to me a special person.
someone who took care of me,
someone who took great pains to satisfy me.
someone who always cheered me up.
someone who was there for me no matter what.
someone who never gave up on me.
someone who encouraged me all the way.
someone who helped me through the difficult times.
someone who stood up for me.
someone who protected me.
someone who regarded my family like his.
i thank god and i thank you.
you taught me great lessons,
and you helped me through it all.
you stood by me regardless of situations.
you stuck to your words.
i faltered again and again.
and we both made mistakes.
it's sad you have to leave.
and it's sad we can't work out the differences.
who knows what the future will bring.
maybe this break would help us along.
maybe we may meet again.
maybe we'll find someone better.
who knows?let's wait and find out.
for now,
i've to learn to let go.
and learn to accept things as they come.
i've to pull myself together.
and just be thankful for what happened.
who knows? it may be a blessing in disguise.
with me,
i take these wonderful memories.
and they will never be forgotten.
for in my heart,
is carved a picture of you.
and in my heart you will stay,
in that very special place.
no one can replace you.
thanks, once again.
you were my love, and will always be.
for in love two may unite,
but for unconditional love,
it shall not be selfish...
and it's others before self...
Friday, May 04, 2007
the pain is excrutiating..
from about 5pm all thru 9pm.
the pain has not gone away.
gosh.
the doctor said it was probably
coughing too much.
i don't know.
unless it's the imflammation,
of the lymphatic cells...
lining the small intestines.
i've no idea.
i just want the pain to go away.
sigh.
shower a bit more love on me.
i too need encouragement.
there's only so much a person can take.
i'm not a super human.
i'm but a normal human being.
yeap.
i miss you.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
FO camp has passed.
how fast eh?
i was a spoil sport lah.
i wasn't myself.
being all emo and shit.
im sorry guys.
it ended off pretty well.
with a good response?
hahas. i suppose.
good job guys.
could be better though.
too bad i din have a chance to mingle much.
only on the first night.
sentosa outing on saturday perhaps?
we'll see how it goes.
i've been really stressed.
and im sick.
ugggh.
feverish and cold.
it stinks!
mary!!! you passed it to me lah.
hahahas.
well being sick and sad doesn't go well.
makes you feel TERRIBLE.
but i'll get over it.
things have been MUCH better.
and i miss someone so badly.
endure....
i'll pull thru everything.
i MUST!
SPSYC rawks.
i love you guys really.
thanks for always putting a smile to my face.
can someone buy me donuts?make me happy!!!
labour day?
then why do people still have to go to work?
these people dont deserve just 1.5 of their pay.
probably triple!
why call it labour day?
when people still have to work?
total LAME-ness.
everyone should take a break.
close the shops!
hit the outdoors.
have some fun in nature.
gosh. get a life singaporeans.
im sick.
=((
my throat is terrible.
my nose is a bitch.
and my head's not doing me justice.
i need my bed.
wild hogs was hilarious.
recommended!!
emotionally,
i'll pulling myself together.
and things have improved.
im happy-er.
<3<3<3LOVE<3<3<3
