Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i guess in a certain juncture in life,
we face insecurities..
particularly in teenhood.
i think im facing it now.
like.. i think i'm FAT.
i so need to lose weight.
i don't feel attractive.
and i just feel terrible.
like i've the worst attitude & character.
i don't feel like the smartest.
i don't feel like i'm a good student.
(well duh. i suck as a student)
i dont know really.
but anyhows,
i really lead a simple, happy life.
and of cos, chase my dreams.
cos that will bring about the happiness part.
i'm supposedly a rather confident person.
i do not lack self esteem.
but i'm not too sure now.
maybe because of things that happened.
i'm just so not sure of myself.
i don't know where i'm headed..
and probably, i don't know how to make things right.
i feel useless sometimes truthfully.
accks.
i hate this feeling.
it's so not me.
MARY ANN! WAKE UP!
where have you gone to?
I LOVE MYSELF.
YES I DO.
I HAVE TO.
I MUST.
