Tuesday, June 05, 2007
looking at it just puts me in disgust.
i've lost the vibe..
that energy that makes me wanna make things better.
i've lost it.
it's not like before...
i'd do anything and everything to put things right.
i'd go nights without sleep planning things...
i'd be up and about doing things.
now, the further i am from it, the better.
truthfully, now i appreciate the past.
complains no doubt.
but it was much better before.
at least we had discipline..
we had commitment...
and we had the energy.
now?
ha. i dare not comment.
maybe its the maturity...
but i won't make guesses.
i've gotta find my enthusiastic self again.
really. i've lost it man.
i'm so disinterested these days.
=/ not good. siggh.
gotta pick myself up.
anyways,
val's leaving soon. :(
i'm gonna miss her.
had so much fun with her.
2 weeks passed so quickly!!!
nevermind...
next winter i'm going over!
and i'm gonna celebrate christmas with her!
yayy. 2009 winter!
alrights. cheerios.
