Tuesday, July 10, 2007
i feel so wasted.
after all the effort put in.
is it even appreciated?
so many a times i feel like giving up.
but i thought about the effort i've put in the past year..
coupled with the efforts of the alumni.
i cannot just give up on the club.
even if it's in a mess.
i need to do something about it.
i want it to carry on.
just like how we did it last year.
4 of us was all it took.
we did it...
but why now when the number doubles,
everything seems to crumble?
taking it for granted?
too many people, too little things?
it's all in the mentality people.
you think the club will exist just like that.
it takes two hands to clap.
to enjoy, you need to work for it.
it doesnt just happen at the snap of your fingers.
i wish people will wake up and realise.
that how they enjoyed,
was the hard work of their seniors.
the sleepless nights,
the last nights in school preparing...
discussing... fighting... arguing...
and slogging so hard to make it happen.
i dont wish to compare but i can't help it.
just a little more effort..
i'll be satisfied.
just a lil more passion...
i'm really tired.
but please....
just think maturely please.
no point for me to fight so hard for things to happen.
but there's no one there to support me.
i'm really very very tired already.
