Tuesday, October 09, 2007
is it that you guys don't care or just don't give a fuck? i wish i could do the same. but i'm not like you guys. i cannot not bother when it's been entrusted to me. don't you think it's utterly irresponsible to shrug your duties? sigh.
sometimes i wonder why i work so hard and bother so much. things could have been so much easier, i could have so much more time to myself. i wouldn't have to slog so hard and work my asses off, burning the midnight oil several times and falling sick and getting into squabbles and spending long hours with our officer trying to get things done for the club. there are so many things that you guys don't see me doing behind the scenes. if you really thing it's so easy like the snap of your fingers, i wouldnt mind letting you take over my position. go ahead. try it out. its not as easy as it seems. i try not to complain, but there's really a limit. i can't handle this on my own ya know.
events.. you guys rush there to enjoy yourselves.. but what about the shit work? who picks them up? who bothers to do the hard work of planning and making sure everything is in place and in order? what about the meetings? you guys RUN AWAY! where were you?!
i don't wanna say some more. i just feel so fed up. at the end, i will still have to keep on going. with or without you guys. i just wish you can hear me. i wish you can do something about your attitudes. NONE OF YOU EVER THOUGHT OF DOING THE JOB YOURSELF. in your minds, it's HE/SHE CAN DO IT. i'll just sit here and WATCH!!!!! don't you think you're so SELFISH?! when everyone slogs their asses off, you just sit there and watch and wait for someone else to do it. why can't YOU! take the shit up and clear it up?! arghhhs.
FUCCCK. stop being so selfish and be more understanding. there's work to be done. don't mix personal with work! GROW UP KIDS.
