Tuesday, November 06, 2007
goodbye mama! may you have eternal happiness...
thanks to those who showed their concern in one way or another. thanks to those who sent well wishes, to those who visited me at the wake and paid their last respects to my mama, to those who tried to come but got held up and to those who kept my grandma in their prayers. she has finally found her peace.
the last week was a killer for me and i almost died.... irregular meals got me towards the end. the funeral ended... in the usual way. i would like to thank god for the strength he gave me during this period and also for guiding me in selecting the readings for mass and also in writing and saying the eulogy during mass. it was a really touching end.
here's something interesting. the night before my grandma died, her good friend at the nursing home dreamt of her. she was wearing a blue kerbaya and was with a man in white. that man was my grandpa and my mama asked her if what she was wearing was nice... then she asked where my mama was going... then she replied she was going to visit my eldest aunt. and that explains why my cousin's dog was barking so loud that night NON-STOP! and you know what? ironically, my grandma was dressed in a blue kerbaya after she died... and we had no clue about the dream YET until the nurses from the home came to visit.
my cousin actually dreamt of my mama too! but we have no idea what cos this lil boy didnt speak up so we still dont know if it's true or not.
i've been suffering from bad diarrhoeas. most probably the build up of stomach acids from the irregular meals and also the food intake i presume. MST week and i've not studied anything. :( the pros and cons of my mama's passing. but i'm not blaming you mama... i love you k...
oh yea, that just reminds me... last night as i was going upstairs... suddenly the pikachu soft toy went "pika pika". ok don't freak out first. this toy has a sound device inside... however the catch is I DID NOT TOUCH IT! and it sounded when i was like 2m away from it. interesting huh? and yesterday was the 7th day. my mom was suggesting my mama came to visit and played with the toy... also because she loves soft toys anyways. :) and i suppose she knew that we were scared so she didn't want to scare us by making her presence too obvious.
that's enough for now. i'm tired. goodnights.
