Tuesday, July 15, 2008
just on saturday, had a great time with my aunt/godma
met up for lunch at marche, vivocity
then walked around for a bit.
before chilling at starbucks
talked the whole time we met up
and really learnt so much more about her
i felt like a terrible niece/goddaughter
i've never spent her birthday with her all these years
so i thought i should stop procrastinating and get down to it
and i'm so glad i did...
i sensed her loneliness and her desire for company.
but no doubt she's blessed. :)
of course we talked about my plans for the future
though there was no definite confirmation
it was almost certain she dropped hints of sponsoring my studies
she knew my parents couldn't afford to send me overseas to study
and there was practically no hope for me in the local unis..
and private unis are just not good enough
so she wants me to think about what i really want to do
and also think about what kind of BASIC degree i want to do
because she feels strongly that i should at least have a basic degree
that way i will always have something to fall back on in times of difficulties
and she's more afraid of me wasting my time and effort and money
should i continue to be fickle-minded.
and i guess i also want to be sure because i really don't wanna waste my time
so i'm just exploring my strengths and weaknesses
likes and dislikes so i make an informed choice
i'm really thinking about doing community college in the states.
and then progress on to a 4-yr uni to complete the last two years.
duration works out to be the same
but opportunities are different.
because of my sucky grades at poly, chances of getting into a gd 4-year uni are bleek
so i'm better off at community college, trying out my very last chance
to get myself into my dream college. :) UC BERKELEY!
oh wells. i'm still pondering about it.
of course there are things holding me back
the comfort of my home, the love of my family
and of course... my dearest bf and friends!
but i'm sure i'll work it all out...
and i'm so estatic! hahahas.
i finally got my long desired i780!
YEAH! daddy got a new line on starhub for one of his employees.
so that means i get to tag on and buy a new phone..
or else he'll just a free phone. hahas. YAYYY!
it cost me $388
but after i sell my old i600.. (it's not that old really)
i should be paying only about $148? or there about.
hahahas. baby wants to buy over my phone! heh.
alrighties. i'm lazy to blog. some other time.
stomach's growling.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
you're the BEST DADDY in this world!
LOVE YOU TO BITS!
please don't drink too much!
because i still need you...
