Thursday, September 18, 2008
i guess my blog has become so boring..
that i myself am bored of blogging. hahahas.
note: i din say my "life"
life at work is no doubt boring.
same shit different day.
BUT.. you meet different people..
and you talk rubbish with your colleagues.
so yeah. it sorta brightens up your not so exciting life already.
i love my team mates at work.
although they complain we talk a lot..
we still do our work ok.
oh wells.. it's disturbing to hear what others say.
but that's fine. deal with it.
i won't be there for long anyways. hahahas.
i'm already timing my exit.
i don't think i've got a good record anyways.
so many days of mc already.
NOT THAT I CAN HELP IT!
oh yeah. you're probably wondering why i'm blogging at this hour.
DUH! i din go to work.
cos i've got food poisoning.
whatever food goes in, comes out after. sucks.
my ass burns from the shitting.
anyhow,
i'm not feeling in my best of moods.
just felt i was blamed for something that's not my fault.
won't say much. just feel maligned.
just hope this phase just fades away.
i want the old me back.
actually, life's quite boring now.
not many friends... not many activities.
it's just work and home and bf and home and tuition.
but of cos thank god for the bf...
without him i think life would be far worse!
nothing much to add.
that's how plain my life has become.
oh oh... pulau hantu sailing expedition was a fine trip!
=) i think the juniors did a fantastic job!
way to go guys!
wait till i get back my memory card then i'll post photos.
till then...
Thursday, September 11, 2008
it's been ages since i've last updated.
i know i know...
anyways, i've been sick and so busy with work.
so yeah. you bet i've been lazy to update.
well couple of things..
i'm so happy kris called me today!
and i talked to sarah online last night
and leanna this morning! YAYY
i miss them so much already.
although the 3 of them are closer to each other..
i still feel close to them! haha. i love you guys man!
another thing is going overseas to study.
i spoke to my aunt about it already
she have intentions of sponsoring my studies..
she told me first before i could even ask her.
but when i sent her the costs... i think she freaked out.
cos it's too expensive and she told me it's way over her budget.
it popped my balloon no doubt.
but i thought i'd press on.
i asked her what her budget was but she din reply me.
i took it as a sign that she was reconsidering.
and i guess i was right! she is reconsidering.
i told her i'd do anything for it.
and that means taking a loan from her or the bank,
and repaying after graduation, i'd do it!
well she said she'll pray over it at her pilgrimage..
so we'll see how things go next week!
gotta wait for her to come back and discuss again.
it's always been my dream to study in the US.
talk about studying in aus.. and i'm not so interested.
but i guess if that's my only choice then i think i've no choice.
if she really doesn't wish to even lend me money,
then i think i'll be stuck in sunny singapore. :(
it's good that i won't have to leave my bf and family..
but then i will never be able to live my dream. sigh.
oh wells. a lot has been going through my mind.
and i'm finalizing details for my US trip this dec.
and also figuring out what i need for admissions.
ahhh.. i want my bf!
nothing really much going on in my life.
just the usual mundane work and living life...
but i'm glad i still have my bf for company! yay!
he really makes my day. we've been enjoying each other.
right baby? :) love him to bits.
he's going to be so difficult to leave behind...
ahh enough blogging. so bored. gotta go give tuition now.
