Saturday, April 25, 2009
as the days go by, i'm still discovering who i am. what kind of a person am i and what should i project myself to be?
am i what i truly am? do my actions coincide with my words? i've been pondering a bit and i think i'm beginning to change once more. i don't deny i've become a tad more skeptical and weary of the peeps around me. i think i've become a bit more selfish although at the same time sensitive to people's actions. i have myself guarded but yet i go soft when people are nice.
i don't want to hurt people but yet i want certain things achieved. how should i go about it then? being caught in these situations sometimes gets on your nerves! like... WHAT SHOULD I DO? compromise? give in? put your feet down? be firm? walk away?
learning to be a better person.
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
it's been an emotional ride for me. i've always thought i'd do well alone. i guess i'm wrong. i think i'm really really thankful for the group of friends i have here... who have provided lots of support for me. great friends! these are definitely friends worth treasuring and keeping! friends for life man.
but well, it's been an emotional ROLLERCOASTER for me. it's a blend of feelings that stir up inside me. but i'll say i'm still fine and getting along pretty alright. mid exams are around the corner and everyone's busy studying. i really can't wait to have a break.
but well, i've been making great friends! and i love it. i miss my family back home though. really want to go back to singapore in june! haha. miss the fooood. but i'm still surviving. we cook all the time and we usually cook asian food. so it's cool. :)
alrighties. that's about it. just some rants. this blog's dead. boo.