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Saturday, May 30, 2009

i realised i am scared to be alone. i am scared to be left out. i am scared of what others think of me. but why am i so scared? :(


i love the comfort and warmth of home. with family members in close reach and everything within arm's length. i am too comfortable. i may be independent but yet i still have insecurities. i am trying to come to terms with myself and accept myself for who i am. to appreciate my flaws and strengths and not to pursue what is not me. i want to be me. and i want to enjoy being me. why be like others when you can be distinct?


learning to love myself...


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